sputniked: See, every time you have to make an incredibly important decision in your life, your future gets split into a series of forked roads, each one of them leading into a distant blurry end a long, long way down. And when you take the first step down a particular path, the rest of them disintegrate, leaving you with no other choice but to continue on and move move move because there is no more room for looking back. Today, though, somehow made all the roads shimmer back into sight again, and even though I have gone so far down this path that I cannot possibly turn back, for just a moment it felt like I living all the other lives I could have had if I had made some very different choices: if I had refused to leave if I had said yes to some people instead of no if he had not - But then again there is no point looking back or wondering because despite everything despite how a little part of me felt like I was home again I am not that girl anymore and is it okay if I let her go?

sputniked:

See, every time you have to make an incredibly important decision in your life, your future gets split into a series of forked roads, each one of them leading into a distant blurry end a long, long way down. And when you take the first step down a particular path, the rest of them disintegrate, leaving you with no other choice but to continue on and move move move because there is no more room for looking back.

Today, though, somehow made all the roads shimmer back into sight again, and even though I have gone so far down this path that I cannot possibly turn back, for just a moment it felt like I living all the other lives I could have had if I had made some very different choices: if I had refused to leave if I had said yes to some people instead of no if he had not -

But then again there is no point looking back or wondering because despite everything despite how a little part of me felt like I was home again I am not that girl anymore and is it okay if I let her go?

(Source: valium-s, via flairey)